~Never give up on what you believe in~
~Never forget your dreams~
~Never hold back love~

No matter how ridiculous I may get, my God love me.

No matter how ridiculous I may get, my God love me.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Exhaustion

Ok so I have not posted for quite some time which is very unusual for me. I have been just super tired when I have got done with the boys or when I got back to the house that I have not been getting on. It was a super long, hard week and I am so excited tomorrow is my day off. Monday I watched the boys all day. Literally I got them out of bed and changed them, fed them breakfast lunch and supper, and put them to bed for the night. I was so tired. Then Tuesday I got a little break when I went to go watch Kylie's slow pitch softball game with Carissa, Morgan, and Chrissy. It was really fun and realizing just to get out of the house. I had the scare of my life though and thought I lost my iPod because of playing the stupid elbow game. Thank you Chrissy for making me lay down. :) Then yesterday I was super tired and the boys were terrible and today was just terrible. The boys had just a really bad week in general. I don't think I can count the amount of times I was hit, bit, or kicked, the hours that were just wasted from them screaming at the top of their lungs, or my most hated; the amount of times I was told that I was hated and they wanted me to leave. Those hurt worse than any physical stuff I went through for sure.
As to the seeing God in all of this don't worry I have some pictures of things that I found a message in but I am way to tired to get to that so I will post those stories and pictures later. :)

Prayer Request
-That I stay strong and continue to seek God in all my situations.
-That the boys start to behave
-That I may be blessed with energy
-That somehow I show love and wisdom to the kids and the family

2 comments:

  1. Okay, I'm all caught up! - T. Weishahn

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  2. haha nice tyler/ :) it is good that i haven't been updating lately or you would of had probably over 21 to read.

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