I Took A 360

So I am back in Nebraska, and oh how I thank God.

So here is how I took a 360 (yes I know you usually would say 180).

So I started this summer out on a high. I was loving everything. I had amazing friends, a new environment to explore, and most of all I could not stop feeling and seeing God work in my life. Oh man, it was amazing.


Then these last couple weeks hit and I was having to do more searching and work to feel and see God, I was not able to see my friends for a while, and the environment I was tired from or sick of it changing. Let me explain these a little more. I had over a two week span where I was unable to see or even really granted the option to talk to my friends. It started when I left for Kansas which was good and then got back to Omaha and got super sick for the whole week. I finally felt better on Friday but Friday I had to wake up at 5 a.m. and prepare for the family vacation that I went on with the family I am nannying for. I was excited and nervous for it as I have mentioned in other post. We were suppose to leave Friday and be back Wednesday evening. Well we ended up leaving Friday and getting back Friday late afternoon, and I was in a bad mood. Ha. I was extremely tired from the week and I really was struggling with the not having any Christian fellowship for over two weeks. I missed having people that I could actually talk to, people that didn't tell me they hated me, and people that didn't bite and hit me. I wanted a day where I got to sleep in past 6:30 and a day were I got to choose what I did for the day. It was so challenging.


But here I am now. Back to my start. Back to my joy. They might be different reasons but I am feeling and seeing God again, I am enjoying the boys again, and I am just simply happy. I don't know what gave me this change but I am 100% sure that my loving Father planned it. I honestly think it is a lot of things that have been happening that have changed this. The fact that I have started a bible reading plan so I have an actual assignment I have to read everyday and can't skip, that I decided to look back at these last couple weeks, or that I could not stop smiling today and seeing God in everything even if Eli threw up on me. The Wisconsin trip was amazing now that I look back on it. The boys, I feel, are starting to like and trust me more and it was all a new experience for me, my friends are still amazing and I am so glad I have been blessed with them in my life, and God is sill the same as he has always been, I just opened my eyes and heart again.

God is really so great. I love Him. He is just constantly blessing me and showing me new things even if it takes me a couple weeks to see it. I need to stop being selfish and see this continuously.


Praise God!
He is constant!