Wisconsin Here I Come

So I have been doing pretty good. Minus my crazy illness that I have come down with (literally I sometimes can't get up.) But anyway that might come up later. The boys were so good on Monday. I had left last Thursday night and didn't come back until Sunday night so they had some time without me. It was crazy I really kind of missed it here in Omaha and with them. Which I really have no idea why sometimes. So they had a long break from me and I got back and got to hear stories about how they asked about me everyday and how Ben would run down to my room and see if I was there. Which was really nice hearing that because he is the (about) four year old that calls me a stupid a** and says he hates me and wants me gone 24-7. So to hear that was really encouraging. So Monday was good we played outside all day long, literally, me and Ben went inside for lunch and that is it. The rest of the afternoon we were in the water and lets just say that I got majorly burnt. Oh well though, a little suffering for fun and good kids is ok. Then came today and yesterday which wasn't so good. The weather wasn't the greatest and they are use to me again so all is back to normal.
But Friday we leave early in the morning for Wisconsin. I am super excited but super nervous at the same time. I am so excited to actually leave the states of Nebraska or north Kansas. I never really went on vacation as a kid because of family stuff so this whole thing is all new to me. I have no idea what to expect, which is kind of exciting. However, I am nervous because I have a very long car ride with the boys that hate me and a long week in the same close area as them. At the house they kind of get a break from me because I am down stairs and they can't see me. Plus, I am nervous it might be awkward. I will be meeting Dale's family and just being there with them in general makes me nervous. But I am going to remain positive. Really I have met all of Tami's family. It is going to be ok. :)
Ok so this weird sickness, it progressed all through the day from about passing out that morning to last night. I think I was close to death last night, but my faithful and loving Father pulled me through it after making me cry and suffer for long enough. I seriously have never hurt so bad in my life, it was a burden to breath and that is no fun. At one in the morning I about called it quits and went up to wake Tami and Dale. It is so strange my whole body goes weak and my thoracic and cervical vertebra and chest feel tight but swollen at the same time so every breath was bringing me to tears. And if you know me at all it takes a lot for that to happen, ha. But I finally fell asleep and woke up when I broke my fever. I felt much better, by that I mean I could breath, I now just had a stomach ache which I would much rather have. So I am hoping the worst of this is over, I have had random trouble today but for the most part really good in the breathing area. Please just pray that I heal because it would not be fun going through that ever again in my life, especially in Wisconsin.

I well give update when we get back. And maybe I'll get back in my routine of writing what God has been teaching me again. :)

God Bless!